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- INTERVIEW, Page 50"Free Speech Is Life Itself"
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- On a clandestine visit to the U.S., his first since he was
- sentenced to death by Khomeini for writing The Satanic Verses,
- SALMAN RUSHDIE pleads not to be forgotten
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- By KARSTEN PRAGER and Salman Rushdie
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- Q. For more than 1,000 days, you have been under an
- all-points death sentence. What's it like to live like that?
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- A. Oddly, I don't that often feel afraid, although the
- first few days were very scary. But at some point I thought to
- myself, "If I spend my time being afraid and worried about where
- the bullet's going to come from, then I'm really going to go
- crazy." And then I said to myself, "I've got the best protection
- the British government can offer -- it's their job to worry
- about that. It's not my job." That was a kind of mental trick.
- What I had to worry about was mentally dealing with the threat
- and arguing my case and continuing to be what I am.
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- Q. And that worked most of the time?
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- A. Yes. I won't say there aren't moments when the other
- breaks through, because there obviously are. But by and large,
- day to day, it works.
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- Q. How often have you moved?
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- A. I haven't kept an exact count. There's a kind of legend
- around how I get moved every few days. It's never been as bad
- as that.
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- Q. But more than a couple of dozen times?
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- A. Oh, it's been a lot of places, sometimes for a few
- days, sometimes for longer periods. I've seen a great deal of
- Britain I'd never seen before. Where there are wide-open spaces,
- it's possible for me to get out and go for walks.
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- What I've tried to do is take very slow steps back toward
- as much of life as I can sensibly have. And that's a matter of
- instinct and judgment and discussion; the less said about it the
- better. But from the beginning I have felt the one thing that
- would be very dangerous to me would be to become an
- institutionalized prisoner, to give up control of my life to the
- people whose job it is to look after me. That's why I have
- constantly pushed against the bars of the cage and tried to make
- it a bit bigger.
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- Q. What social life is left?
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- A. It's almost entirely telephonic. I call friends.
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- Q. Do you read?
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- A. I read. To an extent, I still lead a writer's life.
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- Q. So in that sense life has not changed?
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- A. All my adult life, if I didn't have several hours a day
- to sit in a room by myself, I would get antsy and irritable.
- Now, that particular part of the day has spread to kill the
- whole day. I used to like the contrast between doing the work
- and getting out and having a very sociable life. So that's
- gone. And that's a real, obvious loss.
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- Q. Who takes care of your daily needs?
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- A. I can cook. And I have access to washing machines and
- dishwashers. Of course, I'm leading my life in premises that
- also contain armed policemen.
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- Q. Your own extended family?
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- A. Well, we get on very well. I'd never thought I would be
- in a situation where I'd have a lot of friends in the secret
- police. But we have shaped a relationship of mutual respect.
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- Q. How about your son?
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- A. Clearly, I miss him a lot. I wrote a book for him in
- this time because it was just about the only thing I could do
- for him. A lot of the normal requirements a child would have of
- his father I've been unable to discharge. I talk to him every
- day by telephone. But it's a huge deprivation, not just for me
- but for him. For the thing that has happened is also an assault
- on his rights.
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- Q. You say your marriage is over. Was that caused by your
- situation?
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- A. It didn't help, but it wasn't the critical factor.
- There were other things that went wrong.
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- Q. Let's turn to the political side. The Western hostages
- have been released. Does that help or hurt your cause?
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- A. It's a kind of knife edge, as I always thought it would
- be. Because to an extent I've been a hostage to the hostage
- situation. Whenever people have tried to make my case very
- public, to debate it very noisily, it has been suggested that
- to do so would be to prolong the hostages' plight. Now, since
- the hostages are out, I am able to speak more freely.
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- Q. What's the other side of the coin?
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- A. The thing I've worried about is that there would be the
- enormous and quite understandable desire among the public to
- say, "Thank God, it's all over." Somebody then piping up with
- "Excuse me, there's one more problem" might generate irritation.
- "Oh, God, we don't want to deal with that because it's finished,
- it's over, hurrah, let's have Christmas."
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- What I'm trying to say is, "It isn't quite the end."
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- Q. How did you feel when Britain resumed diplomatic
- relations with Iran last year and your case remained unresolved?
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- A. I had very mixed feelings. I would certainly have
- wished for a clear, overt public statement about the Rushdie
- case. No such statement was made, apart from a vague statement
- about how Iran had agreed not to interfere in the internal
- affairs of Britain. Unfortunately, a few months later there were
- very vociferous restatements of the threat from Iran, and the
- bounty money on my head was doubled.
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- Q. To $3 million?
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- A. Well, $2 million -- a large amount. And then I heard
- about my Italian translator being knifed. I heard about my
- Japanese translator being murdered.
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- Q. What's your agenda during your U.S. visit?
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- A. People need to be reminded constantly that this is not
- a parochial issue. It's not about one writer of Third World
- origin in trouble with a Third World power. The publishing of
- a book is a worldwide event. The attempt to suppress a book is
- a worldwide event. This is not just about me.
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- Q. Your problem has to be solved at the political level?
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- A. Yes.
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- Q. But that might involve trade relations, arms deals,
- whatever? You expect to be part of some political equation?
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- A. It's not that I expect to become a part of it, but I
- am, whether I like it or not. The Iranian government is in
- breach of international law and at the same time is seeking to
- get closer to the West. As a citizen of Britain and of Europe,
- I can at least expect most countries and their allies to say to
- Iran, "If you wish to put your house in order, show us . . ."
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- Q. And Rushdie fits in there?
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- A. Yes. Both sides have a genuine interest in getting
- closer to the other. The West sees Iran as an important force
- in the gulf. Iran wishes to reconstruct its economy and play a
- fuller part in the community of nations -- and that's
- legitimate. My part is a tiny part in that equation -- it's big
- for me, but it's a tiny part.
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- Q. Do you ever feel like giving up?
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- A. Certainly. There were very long periods of time when I
- thought I would never write again. What was the point of it
- anyway? I'd simply written a novel -- a 500-page, complicated,
- literary novel that insulted even people who hadn't read it. You
- expect a debate, or a dispute, or an argument -- that seems to
- me an entirely legitimate function of art. What you don't expect
- is an attempt to intimidate the book's publishers and murder
- the book's author.
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- Q. Last year you embraced Islam. Why?
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- A. I believe there needs to be a secular way of being a
- Muslim. There are plenty of people in the Muslim world who feel
- exactly like that -- an identity with culture and values -- but
- who are not believers in the theology. That was what I was
- trying to say, or I would've said it if anybody had listened
- hard enough. But immediately I was called either a traitor to
- my own cause or a hypocrite.
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- Q. What if political pressure does not work? Are you
- living with a life sentence?
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- A. I don't want even to contemplate what you suggest
- because I don't believe the situation is as bleak as that. But
- the fact is I'm not going to accept it forever.
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- Q. You've said free speech is life itself. Has it been
- worth fighting for?
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- A. Yes, it has. Yes, it has. Clearly, nobody wants such an
- incredible distortion of one's daily life; in fact, nothing else
- will happen in my life of remotely this magnitude.
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- But at least it's the right plight. At least it's about
- what I believe most deeply in. And therefore it's possible to
- fight for it. At least the fight is about the right thing.
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